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The older generation is stupid. All of them. They're all pushing for crap for their benefit, you're not wrong.

( shifting forward, to reach a hand out towards josh, palm up. )

But you're not bad, idiot. You did what you had to. You learned how to handle shit from the stupid assholes around you. And you? You saved most've us. You brought back Laurie, Kevin, DJ, Brian, Jay, Sofia. Maybe not yet, but you will. You gave me back my hands.

And none of this, anything you've said, changes jack shit here.

[ it's a relief as much as it is terrifying.

they're okay. this changes nothing. the weight has been lifted and liberation from it is almost dizzying. julian extends a hand and josh reluctantly reaches out in turn.

pausing just before their skin can make contact, brow furrowed in worry. ]

... What if I hurt you?

You haven't hurt me yet.

( julian leaves his hand where it is, doesn't force the touch but doesn't pull away from it either. josh will come to him when he feels comfortable, there's no need to press forward here. )

And you know I can handle myself.

Yet.

[ it scares him how much he wants this. ]

I'm a shittier boyfriend than I am a friend.

Then don't act like anything's changed. Nothing has. We're still the same.

( just applying a different title to a relationship that was, basically, already dating. )

[ he closes the distance, pressing his fingers to julian's palm. feeling his pulse, the air in his lungs, the firing of synapsis. ]

Okay.

( josh's hand rests against his own, and julian curls his fingers around josh's, pulls him in closer. the bandages on his hands are gone; he's--adjusting to the sensation of skin on skin contact again. )

Not like we can play by normal dating rules here anyway.

Depends on your normal.

[ he steps closer, settling down on the bed beside julian. ]

This fit your definition of it?

( josh slides in closer, and julian--slides his hand up against his cheek, tips his head up so when julian leans down, he can press their foreheads together. )

[ he shuts his eyes, lips quirking into a half smile. ]

Its got the basics there. People who like each other making a commitment. It's just, y'know, super... open.

Except Logan. Anyone else is fine.

( listen he has a grudge and he's going to keep on it now. )

Uh, yeah, I'm not gonna bone my girlfriend's dad.

( wow don't remind him they're related. that's terrible.

but julian just. tips his head in and presses his lips to josh's own in a quick kiss. )

Good.

[ for once he doesn't chase julian's lips. he's content with it being chaste. because... ]

If this is gonna be a thing, though, can I ask one thing?

Yeah?

( sounds suspicious, what is josh after here. )

Include me the next time you get a brainblast about our relationship.

Alright, Jimmy Neutron.

( with a gentle shove against josh's shoulder, before he's pulling himself up to his feet. )

Finish your coffee.

Bossy as ever, Vortex.

[ he stretches over the grab the coffee from the windowsill. ]

( nah fuck that. julian's leaning over to try and snatch the coffee straight out of josh's hand. )

Take it back. I'm not fucking Cindy.

[ he leans back, trying to hold the drink out of Julian's reach. ]

You wanna be Sheen? I can call you Ultralord in bed if that does it for you.

You're the worst.

( don't mind him, just shoving against josh's shoulder to try and lean over him to take his stupid coffee. )

I don't know why I keep you around. ( but he's grinning even while he says it. )

Right? I offered you an out and everything.

[ he's balanced precariously on the edge of the bed, grinning like a total idiot. ]

You must reeeally like me.

You're tolerable. Most the time.

( fine. josh can keep it, julian doesn't want the cup of sugar anyway. but he will lean in and--dig his teeth into josh's neck, hard. )

[ oh well, he's not expecting that. he's just about to take a sip when julian sinks his teeth in, earning a startled gasp -

and also him grabbing on to julian so he doesn't topple off the bed. ]

( wow, rude. he--braces himself back against the mattress on a hand, leans over josh. )

You can call me Hellion in bed.

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