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𝗛𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗢𝗡 ([personal profile] vexant) wrote2019-07-12 11:25 pm
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

[ he drops his head against the pillow, bone tired in a way he didn't really know was possible for him to be. julian's suspicion is palpable and he

well he feels guilt about it than he has in a long time. ]


You feeling alright now?
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ his heart starts to pound.

they had no agreement against it, right? right. he and julian aren't dating and some days they're barely even friends. but they share a bed, and they kiss, and they'd had sex so...

if he'd been in his right mind, he probably wouldn't have done it. ]


I got caught up in another wave of that... whatever it was.
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
I still felt off. Like, I couldn't go even if I wanted to.

[ he folds an arm over his face. ]
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not hiding.

[ he drops his arm slowly. ]

... You know Wiccan's boyfriend?
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
He what!?

[ oh no. ohhhhh no no no no. ]
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh

he fucked up ]


Yeah. That one.

[ he fucked up bad ]

... We had sex.
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
No!

[ he scrubs a hand down his face, sitting up. ]

No, it was consensual. Or like... as consensual as being fucked outta your head on sex hormones can be. He was just as bad off.
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
Dude, if anything I was the one who forced him!

[ this could go very, very bad. very bad. he grimaces, reaching out to rest a hand on julian's hip. ]

You know how my powers get. Especially if I'm, like... not in the right headspace.
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Not if it was the club messing with his head! I couldn't either.

[ fuck, god fucking damn it. ]
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 07:14 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to just stay here!

[ getting up to follow him ]
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-10 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ mother FUCKER. ]

Julian!

[ he's trying to struggle against it but, you know. telekinesis. kind of a weakspot here. ]
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[personal profile] goldtoxicity 2020-07-11 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
Can't you just stop because I ask you?

[ he knows he could win.

He doesn't like the price of that victory. ]

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